Your Element Is Fire

Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame. You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out. You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable. You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go. Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive. Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.

R.I.P. Darrell

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I'm soooo sad!! This weirdo  freak-of-nature guy shot Dimebag... I need to get over it...It's been a few days already...

And I miss my boyfriend.... I'm really depressed.

I keep waking up with cuts and scratches on me, But my parents don't believe me. My dad thinks I'm cutting myself again.  I'm not though.

Be happy in heaven Darrell

 

   The end.

I'm so in love!!!   Like everyone in the world didn't already know this. Well, whatever...I still am. And will always be.    And you know what?? he loves me too...and it makes me so happy.  I'm so happy. heehee!!  And I really think there's something wrong with me because we've been together a long time and I get all stupid around him still.  I'll talk too much and be real annoying (not on purpose) and I'll know that I can love him forever because when he does things  I still get chills.  (not dirty things, you weirdos)

 

This filter sux!!!

Yeah, um, so my boyfriend just told me the other day that he read my websites. YAY!  He said he sounds like the bad guy... Is that true??  Does he sound bad? 'cuz that's not what I meant to do...make him sound bad..  Am I mean to him?... I hope not... 

 

NEWayz...Woopdy freakin doo... I shouldn't care anyhow, I shouldn't put this up here if I don't want anyone to see it...Y'know I don't really care 'cuz everything I wrote I meant at sometime or another.

Yeah, um, so I was cheering last night and it was wierd. No one knew what they were doing...At least it was just our first game...

Well g2g listen to talk about Lane Frost.

BYE  LUV, Ericahead

Angelina Jolie is hott!

I was watching Tomb Raider with my mom last night.

Yeah...My mom hates me.  All she cares about is being a good mom (BTW she is failing).  She's so caught up in trying to care about us that she's an odd mother. 

She also tries to live through me.. She says we need to get your grades up, we need you to go to college...What???

Yeah that one school's band's cool 'cuz I know they're not all geeks..

So my bf is playing some game called Leisure (?) Suit Larry, and it's real wierd...Like cartoon porn. or sumthyn. Anyways...I told him he likes it too much and told him that his friend was doing something naughty in his room because of it...

 

Yeah but it's funny so whatever...

I think my bf is getting sick of me... I told him that he would not still be with me if not for this one reason.  He said he would.  I believe him. 

See I trust my boyfriend completely. Which may or may not be a stupid thing to do.(I think not).

But okay I've been made fun of in the past, like a lot, and so when someone (anyone) does it jokingly, I take it serious sometymes when it's not.(Stupid me)

And me (being the Dumb @$$  that I am) Told him that I don't feel completely comfortable around him( For this one reason).  And ever since then he's felt like I don't trust him and like he's done something wrong (Which he hasn't).  And it's been a couple of weeks since then...

 

Well I've got to finish up my accounting...I love my bf!!!

And bye-bye (LOVE), Ericahead

Not much is up.  I'm taking a test in Criminal Justice, but I'm not doing much...  I've been up to mostly nothing.  I had cheerleading practice last night and we got ponpoms.  We have a prep rally a week frm tomarrow.  We like just got our uniforms and what-not.  Another school's band is supposed to come play for us today.  We have sex ed too.  Happy Vet. day.  No school Monday.!!.  Well this test is F-in hard g2g luvErica

 

This post got deleted so now I have to rewrite it....

Well things are going good I guess.  My boyfriend is mad (or annoyed)  'cuz he hardly gets to talk to me.  See, everytime we get to really talking something comes up comes up to make us stop talking (i.e. the phone dies or my parents need the phone or tell me to get off it. Something like that).

Have to take a test...bye. accounting is hard!!!!!

 

Hey guys,

I cried myself to sleep last night.  Again.  Most of it was my parents. (I hate my life)

But a big part of it was talking about my boyfriend's past "feats".  We were talking about how he thinks that no "dumb preppy b*tches" like him and he said "wait" and "Oh yeah" then remembered this preppy chick he f**ked.  I didn't figure out at first but then he told me "It's just in my past"  yeah whatever...I told him nevermind I didn't really want to hear it.  He said he didn't really want to talk about it. 

Then [stupid me] I said "I don't like doing that.  It's boring." 

 "Doing what?"

"Preppy kids," I said. "They're boring," I said.

to which he replied "Oh Bullsh*t!!!" 

Oh....Bullsh*t....That just made my day. Let me tell you...Yes sir, yes mam.   It's been running thru my head ever since.

And what's bad is I've never been the jealous type, but, with him, I'm so F-ing jealous it's not funny.[not funny]

I think I'm obsessed.  

I know for f**king sure he's not having as much fun with me as he did with his prephoes.

I hate it!!!!  I wish I really was all he needs.

 

Well lata...Ericahead...

 

Yeah so, there's these two girls that like my boyfriend. and of course they both want to do him so this is pissing me off and about that time he tells me another mexican chic is hott.  She wants him too.

Why can't guys just love one girl and only want that one girl???

This is too hard!!

 

Hey Guys!!

Everything is boring. 

I'm just sitting in class by one of my best friends, Nikki.  I really get bored being in school.  I think I have ADD or something.  GOOOOD!  Bored.  I can't even sit still for like forty minutes. 

AAAHHHH!!!!  Well that's enuff off that.  Um, this weekend was fun...   

But I think my boyfriend would like to be screwing other girls also, even though he insists I'm all he needs.  I just don't like to think about it.... 

Well I should go. I love my baby!!