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Hey guys,

I cried myself to sleep last night.
Again. Most of it was my parents.
(I hate my life)
But a big part of it was talking about my boyfriend's past "feats". We were talking about how he thinks that no "dumb preppy b*tches" like him and he said "wait" and "Oh yeah" then remembered this preppy chick he f**ked.
I didn't figure out at first but then he told me "It's just in my past" yeah whatever
...I told him nevermind I didn't really want to hear it.
He said he didn't really want to talk about it. 

Then [stupid me] I said "I don't like doing that. It's boring." 
"Doing what?"
"Preppy kids," I said.
"They're boring," I said.
to which he replied "Oh Bullsh*t!!!" 
Oh....
Bullsh*t....
That just made my day. Let me tell you...Yes sir, yes mam.
It's been running thru my head ever since.
And what's bad is I've never been the jealous type, but, with him, I'm so F-ing jealous it's not funny.
[not funny]
I think I'm obsessed. 
I know for f**king sure he's not having as much fun with me as he did with his prephoes.
I hate it!!!! I wish I really was all he needs.
Well lata...
Ericahead...